When the boy sees the girl at the brook he soon notices that
she is the granddaughter of Mr. Kim. She puts her hands in the
brook and is dabbling in the water. It looks like she has never
seen a brook in Seoul and has been playing with water for a few
days now. She played with water at the bottom of the brook until
yesterday but she is sitting in the middle of the stepping-stones
today. He just waits until she moves aside. Luckily there is a
man who is passing by and she gets out of the way.
The next day, he comes to the brook a little bit late. She is
washing her face from the middle of the stepping-stones. Her arms
with rolled up pink sweater sleeves, and neck are very white.
They look like they are shinning. She is looking at her face in
the clear brook and trying to hold something in the brook. She
may be trying to get a little fish. Like yesterday she may get
out of the way if there is a man. She is picking something from
the water. It is a pebble. She stands up and runs across the stepping-stones.
When she crosses the brook she turns back and cries to him. "
Hey, you." She throws the pebble at him. He is so surprised
and his heart is beating so fast. She runs to fields of reeds
fluttering her long hair. She disappears for a while. He stands
on tiptoes to catch sight of her. She shows up hugging a bunch
of reed flowers. Beautiful shafts of sunlight are particularly
shining about her head. He stays there until she disappears. Suddenly
he looks at the pebble that she threw to him. It has dried. He
picks it up and puts it into his pocket.
He comes to the brook a little bit late. He can't find her. He
thinks it is lucky. However, it is strange that she hasn't shown
up for three days running and he feels empty deep in his heart.
Now he has a new habit of fingering the pebble that she threw
to him.
One day, he sits in the middle of the stepping-stones and is
dabbling in the water. He washes his face and watches the reflection
of his face in the water. His sunburned face appears in the clean
brook. He thinks himself so ugly. He keeps erasing his face reflected
in the water. Suddenly he is so surprised that he stands up immediately.
She is coming here. He thinks that she may have watched him from
behind. He starts running. He misses his foothold in the water
and falls over a big stone. He abruptly stands up and runs faster.
He hopes that there is a place he can hide near here but there
aren't any fields of reeds this way, only the sands. An unpleasant
liquid is running to his lips. It is a nosebleed. He just runs
wiping his nose with one hand. He feels like she is calling him
from the back, "hey, hey".
It is Saturday. When he arrives at the brook she sits in the
middle of the stepping-stones and dabbles in the water. He hasn't
seen her for a few days. He takes a big breath and starts passing
the stepping-stones ignoring her. This time he walks very carefully
so as not to miss his step. She says " Hi". He pretends
he doesn't hear her. She asks, " Do you know what this is
called?" He goes to her involuntarily. He sees her clear
black eyes. He can't breath. He quickly looks down at the thing
she is holding. " Silk shellfish." She smiles and says.
" It's a pretty name." They start walking together.
She stops and points to a mountain. "Have you ever been to
the mountain?" He looks at the mountain, which is covered
in flowers. "No."
"Why don't we go there? I am so bored. Unlike Seoul there
is nothing I can do here in the country." He takes a look
at the mountain one more time. " It is far though."
She says with a decisive tone of voice. "I can walk for a
long time and when I was in Seoul I took a long walk to go on
a picnic." He thinks, 'Her eyes are blaming me saying you
are timid and afraid.' His heart is beating so fast. They start
walking again. When they pass by rice fields they find a scarecrow.
They go to it and she says. " It looks funny." He shakes
it and remembers that his mom asked him to come home early to
watch his rice fields. She laughs and shouts. " It looks
like it is dancing." She joins him to shake it. He finds
out that her face dimples with a smile. There is another scarecrow
over there. She runs to it and shakes it. He runs following her
and decides not to think of mom's favor.
They arrive at some radish fields. They look delicious. She says,
"I wish I could have one." He picks up two good-looking
radishes and gives one of them to her. He shows her how to eat
it. She follows his way to bite it but she throws it away and
says, " It is still unripe and hot." He says more loudly.
" I can't eat it. It tastes funny." He throws it further.
He often has a radish when he comes here with his friends. It
is one of his favorite snacks.
The mountain is coming closer to them. The trees are burning
with red and golden leaves and the hills are painted with rainbow
colors. She runs around and cries " Beautiful! Beautiful!"
This time he doesn't follow her. He is busy picking flowers. He
chooses only fresh flowers and makes a nice bunch of flowers.
He gives it to her shyly. Her dimples are smiling again.
They find a wide rock under a big tree and sit on it. He feels
dizzy for a while. He thinks that it is because of the smell of
flowers. She points out some purple flowers on the little slope.
" What is that called? It reminds me of my school in Seoul.
There were similar flowers in the flower garden at school. I miss
my friends in Seoul." She stands up and goes over to the
flowers. She tries to pick them up but they are not to be broken
off easily. She struggles and falls down. He runs to her and stretches
his hand to her. He regrets not picking them himself for her.
Her knee is bleeding. He brings his lips to her knee and sucks
it. She doesn't stop him.
He holds her hands and says. "There is a calf over there."
He leads her to the calf. It is a small calf. He pretends to stroke
its back and jumps up on the calf's back. The calf is bouncing
and going crazy. Her pale face, pink sweater, blue skirt, and
flowers in her arms are going round and round. Her dimples are
smiling again and she laughs. He feels dizzy but he doesn't get
off. He is proud of himself that he makes her smile again. "
What are you doing here?" A farmer is passing by. He is afraid
he might be blamed for hurting the calf but the farmer is looking
at her and doesn't blame them both. He says, " There may
be a shower soon so hurry home." They hold hands and start
running. Suddenly it gets black, cloudy and windy. It rains. They
are big raindrops. Her lips are getting blue and her little shoulders
are shaking. He takes off his jacket and covers her shoulders.
He runs around to find a place to avoid the rain. He finds a
big rock. He lets her sit inside while he sits outside. He gets
a very wet. She asks him to sit inside closer to her. He doesn't
listen to her and he doesn't want to ruin her flowers. She tells
him that she doesn't care about the flowers anymore. They don't
say anything but watch the rain. He thinks everything is so beautiful
around here. The rain stops and the sun is shinning again. They
walk home. When they get to the brook the water has risen a lot.
They can't find the stepping-stones. He turns his back to her
and she rides on his back. When the water gets to her thigh she
cries and holds his neck tightly. He looks at the sky and it is
so blue.
He hasn't seen her since they went to the mountain together.
He runs to the brook everyday after school. He has looked around
the schoolyard during the break and stolen a glance at her classroom.
However, he hasn't found her. That day, he comes to the brook
fingering the pebble as usual. He doubts his eyes. She is sitting
on the middle of the stepping-stones. His heart is beating so
fast that he can't breath. She looks at him and her dimples are
smiling at him. " I have been sick."
He notices that her face is pale. " Because of the shower
that day?"
She nods. " Do you feel better today?"
" Not really
."
" You should stay in bed."
" I feel cooped up and I want to have some fresh air. Anyway,
I had such a wonderful time with you the other day. You know what?
I got a stain on my pink sweater and it hasn't wiped away. Do
you know where it came from?" He just looks at it. Her dimples
are smiling again. "I figured it out. When I rode on your
back that day, it's the dye from your back." He feels that
his face is getting red-hot.
She gets something out of her pocket. They are some jujubes.
" Taste some jujubes. I got them from my grandfather's garden.
They are very sweet."
He stretches out his hands and says, " They are very big."
" I am going to move to another town right after Thanksgiving."
He has already heard from his parents' conversation that they
talk of her father going bankrupt in Seoul and that he has a lot
of debt. It seems they may even have to give away their house.
" I don't want to move." Her eyes look so sad.
On the way home he keeps thinking that she is moving out of town.
He is having some jujube, but he doesn't know how sweet the jujube
is. This night he goes nut picking in his neighbor's field. He
climbs a walnut tree and shakes the branch he has marked in his
mind with a stick. The falling sound is so loud that he is afraid
someone may catch him. However, he wishes big walnuts to fall
and shakes harder. He realizes for the first time he is so strong.
On the way home he walks only in the shade, away from the moonlight.
He appreciates the shade at first. He rubs some walnuts in his
pocket, forgetting it can cause itching. He only thinks he wants
her to taste these walnuts. However, he forgot to tell her at
the brook that he would like to see her again before she moves
out of town. He mutters to himself, 'I am stupid. I am so stupid.'
On Thanksgiving, when he returns from school, his father gets
formally dressed, and holds a chicken. He asks his father "
Where are you going?" His father doesn't answer his question
and just keeps talking to his mother. " Do you think this
chicken is okay?"
" I think so. It is not that big but it looks very healthy."
This time he asks his mother. " Where is he going?"
" He is going to see Mr. Kim. He wants to say good-bye before
they move."
" Hey, father! Bring that big chicken. It is a lot bigger!!!"
He almost shouts.
His father looks at him strangely and laughs. " This chicken
looks a lot healthier."
He is so shy that he runs to the stables.
On Thanksgiving Day, he spends most of his time at the brook
and goes up the hill to look down at her house several times.
His pocket is filled with lots walnuts. He feels choked up. At
night he keeps thinking whether he should stop by her house tomorrow
or not. He falls asleep for a while. When he wakes up he can hear
his parents talking. " Oh! What a pity! I can't believe it!
Mr. Kim's son went bankrupt and had to sell all his property and
then his only granddaughter died today. She has been ill for a
week but he couldn't afford to take her to hospital. Poor girl!
She was so pretty. Right before she died she held her grandfather
and left a strange last wish. She wanted to be buried wearing
her pink sweater as it is."
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